Bipolar Christmas

here's how my Christmas Eve/Christmas went:

-yay! dad's home for Christmas which is a rarity because he's a truck driver!
yipee!
-is that dad pulling out of the drive way at 8:15 on Christmas morning? i do believe it is! where's he gone? there's no note, he told no one where he was going, he's not answering calls...
-dad's back! he just took a FORTY MINUTE DRIVE to his truck in FLIPPIN' SACRAMENTO AND TOLD NO ONE.
-yay! i got a classic iPod (soooo much space. oh. my. gosh.) and the Alice Cullen choker necklace (oh. my. gosh. yessss!) for Christmas! yipee!
-oh, mom and dad are bickering.
-oh, mom and dad are bickering.
-oh, mom and dad are bickering.
-yay Christmas dinner! family bonding time!
-oh, mom and dad are bickering.
-yay! i get to go load over 1,000 songs and TAI TV podcasts onto my new iPod!
-the plumbing below the kitchen sink is broken and no one knows how that happened.
-oh, mom and dad are bickering.
-write a blog and vent to the masses of people (did you know that Christmas is also opposite day?) that read this.

this is how i feel: alkfnanaklnfknakjfnkafnkajnfjkafn! >:[ / : / :[
xo

music suggestion of the day: School of Seven Bells
http://www.myspace.com/schoolofsevenbells
(price of peace is my favorite)

book suggestion of the day: the Book Theif by Markus Zusak
http://www.randomhouse.com/features/markuszusak/

Emma Watson is the sweetest girl ever

her website is all cheer-ified for the holidays
and she's got this adorable christmas tree that you
click on it
and shake it
and presents fall out!
there are wallpapers and this card she made herself.
i actually AWWWW-ed out loud. it's so sweet.
and a christmas playlist
which i am now listening to.
it's cheer-rific!
emma watson's fantastic. i'm glad that girls have her to look up to instead of the party girls.
morals are wonderful.
her website: http://www.emmawatson.com/

music suggestion of the day: Frederic Chopin - Prelude No. 2

book suggestion of the day: The Host by Stephenie Meyer
http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/

HOLY CRAP!!!

oh. my. gosh.
i am freaking PSYCHED!
x-men origins: wolverine is coming to theaters on may 1st, 2009.
and do you know who's going to be in it?
GAMBIT.
who is the best x-man. ever. period. no questions.
i mean really.
being able to control the kinetic energy in everything?
gambit owns you.
gambit owns me.
gambit owns the world.
if you do not go see this movie, we are not friends.

music suggestion of the day: Ludo - You're Awful, I Love You
http://www.myspace.com/ludorock

book suggestion of the day: The Lies of Locke Lamora by Scott Lynch
http://www.scottlynch.us/index2.html

John Green tagged me.

well...everyone that reads that blog entry.
which was me, so...in a way he tagged me.

Rules: Each player of this game starts with "6 weird thing/ habits about you." People who get tagged need to post a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state that rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Dont forget to leave a comment that says "You've been tagged" and tell them to read your blog.

1. i feel weird in my room if i do not have a rather large candle on my desk.

2. i cannot keep gold fish or beta fish or any other form of fish alive for a long period of time.
i inspire fish-y suicide.

3. when i was eight, i lied about my vision so that i could get glasses. i didn't get them.
now i actually do need them.

4. my dad dislocated my elbow (ON ACCIDENT) when i was little.

5. i make spectacular cupcakes.

6. i've read the first four harry potter books over 65 times. who says i'm not a nerd? proof enough right. there.

i tag: walrus, david, kaytee, williams, ben barnes (if he ever reads this blog, it is a sign that the world is coming to an end), and robert pattinson (ditto).

in other news:
HOLY CROW!
I AM DONE WITH MY MICROANALYSIS PAPER!
WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW HAPPY I AM!
finally, i am rid of the burden that is a giant paper....
until next semester in AP Lang.
til next time, miss kerns.

music suggestion of the day: the Twilight Official Movie Soundtrack
http://www.twilightthesoundtrack.com/

book suggestion: So Yesterday by Scott Westerfeld
http://www.scottwesterfeld.com/

you wanna talk some jive?!

What guy do you trust most?
David.

What color shirt were you wearing when you last kissed?
Okay...so...that'd be by my mom. So...dark blue.
How lame am I?

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Ginger ale

What are you doing now?
Using my time in a non-productive manner.

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
Nope.

Do you believe that exs can be friends?
Sure

Was yesterday better than today?
No. Being sick is never fun.

What are you listening to?
The Academy Is...
Their new album owns my face.

Is anything bothering you right now?
Microanalysis paper.
It is the devil in word document form.

Last part on your body you had pierced?
Ears.

Do you even know how to do the laundry?
Yes. Since I was eight.

Have you ever regretted anything?
Yes.

Do you judge people you don't know?
I'm not going to lie. Yeah. Most people do.

Are you happy with the way things are going?
Somewhat.

Who is your favorite person to talk to when you’re down?
David or Walrus or mommy dearest.
Cept...she can be rather harsh.

What woke you up this morning?
My alarm clock.
Like my Microanalysis paper, is the devil.
Just not in word document form.
Plastic form.

Does anyone like you right now?
Probably not.
If you do, feel free to tell me.
Unless you listen to bad music.
Then I suggest you get over it or get a new taste in musical wonderment.

Are you going to be home alone tonight?
Nope.

Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
Sure. I don't know. Whatever.

Would you kiss someone to make your bf/gf mad?
No. That's ridiculous.

Describe your mood?
Sick...is that a mood? Or a state? I don't know.

Are you mean?
Blunt, not mean! I sometimes forget to cover my words with sugar and rainbows and unicorns.


What's a fact about the last person you had your arms around?
She has Verizon.

Does anyone hate you
?Methinks not. I'm a rather likeable person.
Even people I don't like still like me.

Do you hate anyone?
No...strongly dislike, though.

What's on the calender for this month?
CHRISTMAS! Always a good time.

Annnd this is why I love Keanu Reeves

"It's always wonderful to get to know women, with the mystery and the joy and the depth. If you can make a woman laugh, you're seeing the most beautiful thing on God's Earth."

take notes, boys.
take notes.
xo

Folie A Deux

holy. effing. cow.
fall out boy is amazing.
their new album is beautiful. freakin' beautiful.
go listen to it.
if you don't, you're a failure.
Coffee's for Closers is possibly my favorite song off the album.
might i add, i am bitter. because they are playing in the city (san francisco) in six days, and i cannot go. why? because i'm frigging poor.
those fortunate enough should donate fall out boy tickets to camille's happiness fund.

on another note...
i don't have to go to school today!
whoopee!
except...i don't have to go because my stomach hurts.
non-whoopee!
i get to lay around, drink soup, read,
and...
write some more of my microanalysis!
oh, joy.
:

music suggestion of the day: i already made the dang suggestion! i am not repeating myself!
http://www.myspace.com/falloutboy
(the link doesn't count as repetition.)

book suggestion: 13 Little Blue Envelopes by Maureen Johnson
http://www.maureenjohnsonbooks.com/

xo

microanalysis is evil.

so...i know what college is going to be like.
and my career(hopefully) as a writer:
sitting in front of a computer, eyelids heavy,
very frustrated when i cannot form eloquent sentences.
miss kerns, i love you, i do.
you are an amazing, beautiful, perfect teacher,
who suggests fantastically spectacular books,
but.
you are killing me via your microanalysis paper.
which is not very nice.
but i know it is to expand my horizons,
make me think,
analyze,
learn to say really smart things, &c.
so...i still think you're swell.

music suggestion of the day: tonight is goodbye
http://www.myspace.com/tonightisgoodbye

book suggestion of the day: Paper Towns by John Green
http://www.sparksflyup.com/

xo

i'll fall asleep to the sound of your heart beating

so, as the majority of the people that shall ever read this know,
i am from utica, ny.
near utica, ny, there is a town called new hartford.
which is the home to a group of rather musically spectacular people of the male variety.
they also happen to be really hot.
now, i know what you're thinking.
gee, camille. you're not very blunt. why don't you tell us how you truly feel? let it all out!
so i will.
previously mentioned really hot musically spectacular people of the male variety
are in a band called
the doppler effect.
i know what you're thinking. bold...AND italics? sweet goodness, they must really be rather swell! well, you'd be right in thinking such a thought.
click this: http://www.myspace.com/thedopplereffectrock
listen.
no, really, click and listen.
okay.
now...you're in love, aren't you?
i am.
you should add them via myspace.
be their friend
express your love via joining their street team and promoting the crap out of them.
they will love you forever, i guarantee it.
if you live in NY, go see them live.
and express your love via your mouth.
not meaning that you should like jump on them and kiss them.
ask before you do THAT.
what i mean
is to SAY that you love them.
i know its hard, people.
but contain yourselves!
do not be lust monsters!
xo

my violin is broken.

i couldn't think of another name for this blog. but that is true. has been for...what? almost 4 years now. and i haven't played since 8th grade...sheesh.
my truck is a foxy piece of car.
all the lady cars want a piece.
that's why people keep attacking me.
like today. in the parking lot of Borders, some woman decided to reverse whilst i was already reversing out of my space. apparently she forgot that your supposed to look behind you before you do that.
i stopped.
beeped.
she kept reversing.
so i tried to put my car in drive, and whilst(Best Word Ever Award) i was attempting to put my foxy truck in drive to get out of her soccer-mom-minivan's way, she hit the bumper of said foxy truck.
all the ladies want some.
what can i tell you?
my pumpkin orange colorado is sexy.
even if it uses like...1924190284901 gallons of gas per millisecond.
pssht. environment shrironment!
(kidding! i hate that the truck uses so much gas. i want a honda civic hybrid. but, alas, i be a poor young girl with naught a penny to my name!)
xo



ps. listen to The Teenagers. they're pretty dang swell.