when's the last time i updated this shizzle?
lord only knows.
speaking of the lord.
i've been thinking about religion a lot lately.
as most of you know, i was/am being raised mormon.
which is a rather hxc religion: it's you're freaking LIFE.
but they teach that god loves everyone, no matter what.
sinners, whores, crack addicts, alcoholics, murderers, ect.
so why is it so bad for someone to have a tattoo?
to have their nose pierced?
to have a cigarette every now and then?
to have a glass of wine with dinner?
to utter a curse word when they're mad, hurt, frustrated?
if he loves you unconditionally, things like that shouldn't matter.
so why do i feel so utterly guilty about wanting/doing some of those things?
because i've been taught that those things are bad, naughty, wrong, sinful, whatever.
well you know what?
at this point, i'm only going to church because my brother's a little heathen, and my mom's so stressed out she cried the other day, and she needs at least one child doing something that she believes in, something to make her feel like the world isn't completely collapsing.
even if it is.
xo
Music suggestion of the day: Estelle
Book suggestion of the day: The Name of the Wind by Patrick Rothfuss
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